Unfinished Business
Everyone has that 'unfinished business', and by that we mean those little 'black book' encryptions you set in the depths of your mind, it's like that secret black magic spell you created and haven’t' cast yet; you've deliberately hidden them from your own consciousness, the type you wouldn't share with a soul. Because we all know that when we dig those out something really has pushed our buttons or is just in our way full stop. Is it recklessness? is it surrender? or is it revenge? These would probably be the norm thoughts that may pop up..
The thing is; when we take them out of that storage place in our mind it shouldn’t necessarily be labelled as a negative move. You are the author of your life's story at the end of the day and in life; whether you either have a short or long one ahead; it's those story turning points in our life almost like coming back to those 'unfinished businesses' that we've kept in a deep dark place inside, they set the direction or unveil a new part of you dying to come out and own itself in all it's glory, that you consciously knew you just weren’t ready to previously unleash it out. We all are focused on plan A, creating a plan B is just another roadblock and just the thought of making a plan B action plan is a time waster and demolishes your main focus.
You know yourself the most and if you have to take any action plan that supports your life's plan A then dig them out; Are you currently in a jungle somewhere haven't seen X since their last visit and stayed as just a friendly face though something about them that was so encapsulating you just had to do the 'and I just thought of you' excuse phone call for a friendly piece of advice hoping it may chain to something more, call them then; Or that request you didn't press that 'delete' button because you knew deep down it would lead to an instantaneous DM and would go against all your moral values at the time'; so go ahead now press 'accept' press the small little button. Or if you feel like it's just not going anywhere you and your current S.O are looking like lodgers rather than lovers', and you have the list of rentals on stand by just in case: go for that viewing girl, we trust you will find that way around it, oh and let him watch you leave out of there and say thank you', because when that 'I miss you' message comes around, because it will, by then you you''ll have and be in a MASIVE reminder not to respond and just care-free block that crap away! Because you'll be winning it and who needs a simp' to lag us along...a real one would have you choosing your third double or King size bed in IKEA by now...if you know what we mean.. and you'll be pointing to it with a ring on it too!
They say be careful what you wish for, it is so true because if you're currently going through a 'sh*!t storm' in your head unable to tell the difference if its just all in your head of it is in fact something or someone that's affecting you in your current environment and you need an instant turnaround, whatever you do girl; don't go for that bottle neck, you need a healthy body to support your life's plan don't let that situation control you, the bottle, the pill, the white dust will not open a new gate way; just a big first dig at your grave. The reason your gut instinct is there it's because it is there to remind you why you're still standing and if you need to get out' or free yourself from the storms in your mind, that new version of you that you well know you have is going to take you to the next part of your life's story, she needs you right now don't doubt her.
We are your bestie calm-me-down and sometimes you do need those tissues at hand instead of that loo roll paper trip to cry it out, we know you have what it takes to pick yourself up again, and soon enough the strong built shoulder of a man you'll cry on will turn up, it might not be 'that' jungle guy or that 'pending request' approval to hit up, though at the end of the day; you have the will and no one can take that away from you, focusing on adding meaning to that will of yours will divert you back on your plan A and plan 'A' at the end of the day is the first and last option we all have because its YOU and only you.
For now we've found this cute tissue holder to help add a little lift me up feeling to that supermarket branded tissue box, because the little details do matter on those ‘particular' days right before your breakthrough:
Check it out on temu.com:
While you walk up and down contemplating on your next 'big' move here is also something that will be a friendly reminder to eat your 'five a day' in glamorous fashion, with this marble finish and gold metallic fruit bowl, no more keeping your fruit rot in the fridge by the time you remember to enjoy it, keeping it on show is proven to heighten the chances of you consuming your nutritious fruit and snacks:
Take a look on temu.com: https://temu.to/m/ubx29oc7xn5
